Audition Experience...Good or Bad?💿☁♫✩

GOOD MORNING! It is November 28th, 2023. My audition is in exactly 3 hours and 59 minutes. I feel every emotion that my body can possibly sense. Excitement. Nervousness. Sadness. Happiness. Everythingness? It's kind of complicated. Okay don't worry I'll explain.

✮ I am excited because I love the song that I am singing. It's perfect. It has the right amount of sassiness in it and the right amount of belting.

✮ I am nervous because that's normal to feel before performing...right? But on a scale of one to seventeen I am 4.5% nervous.

✮ I am sad because I watched about 15 people practice their song and they all sound so god dang good. Like Jaw Dropping. And as much as I love singing I also don't know if I am as good as everyone else. BUT I know that my acting is really good, and hopefully they pay more attention to that than my singing.

✮ I am happy because I love singing and acting :)

OKOK update. It is 3:02 and I just auditioned a few minutes ago. To be honest I don't know how it went. I just know I walked in the room, gave my choir teacher my music sheet, stood on the X that was located on the floor, said my name and song, and then bam! As soon as the music started I think my mind left my body. Like literally. I was doing everything that I had practiced for three weeks. All of the movements and all of the dynamics. I just wasn't thinking about it when I was doing it. I was just doing it. The only thing I could think of was the fact that I didn't know where to look. I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT'S WHAT I WAS THINKING OF THE WHOLE TIME. I started out looking at the director in the eye then realized my vocal coach told me some directors don't like that so my eyes kept going up and then down. It went something like this

Okay wait I'm staring too much. I need to look up. Wait I'm still making eye contact with her. AGH.

Then right when I walked out I was just like "Wait what just happened?"

Overall I feel confident in how I did...even if I don't exactly know how I did. Anyways I just wanted to rant to you guys. I hope you all had an amazing day and everything was perfect. I love you so much!

Bye Bye

XoXo, Maria E.V

(P.S My audition was at 2:41 which 2+4+1= 7 WHICH 7 IS MY LUCKY NUMBER!!!! Ok I think I am going insane with this)

(P.P.S tomorrow I have the dancing part of my audition. WISH ME LUCK!!!)