Maria’s Hyper fixations🎀🍒

Hi. Long time no see..right? Okay if I am being completely honest with you guys..I have written that sentence almost three times in three different documents. Why? Because I have way too many blog drafts and as I looked at myself in the mirror, I realized how much I missed posting. So here I am, I hope it is for real this time but, welcome back. It is almost summer time and I am coming out of my winter hibernation. God, let me just say these have been the weirdest school months of my life. I definitely think I have lost myself, found myself, and lost myself again, and found her again. Just a repeating cycle. But from all of that a lot has happened. I am finally 16. I have short hair now. My favorite memory right now is driving on the highway with my friends while we blasted music and laughed feeling like the girls from Sex and The City. My aesthetic is all over the place. My abs..are nowhere to be seen..yet. Definitely on the verge of becoming insane (I AM KIDDING)...(that was a joke mom). I love water, only because I heard it gives you clear skin. Yup, I am on the route of becoming a cool, classy, sexy dermatologist that gives the Kardashians botox and clears the poor teenagers' acne. Last but not least I still love bows, duh. 

What is better than a huge comeback with a list of my favorite things at the moment. Or in other words (Aka chat gpt’s amazing title idea) “My latest Hyperfixations; A Chaotic but cute list” Gotta love chat for this one. 

1. Face masks- Skincare- Etc🥝

I admit it deep down inside of me I have the urge to become the best dermatologist out there, create new skincare, and try out any new beauty techniques..but knowing I have a C in Chemistry and I have to fulfill years of medical school that dream is now on hold. The point is I have been obsessed with all these new natural skincare products and face masks. I have tried an oats mask, banana mask, peel off mask, and today I will be trying natural botox on my mom…you never know maybe it will work. Maybe one day I will find a natural lip filler…ha. I also watched a movie with my parents recently and the actor looked absolutely stunning and in my head I thought she was at least 45…SHE WAS 60!!

2. Cutesie Cute 🥥

During New Orleans I collected all these random items and put them in my purse and felt like those aesthetic girls on pinterest. I like romantizing everything in my life now, it makes me feel alive, it makes me feel okay. I now have a tiny harmonica that plays 8 notes and a cute little charm of a bunny with a big bow on her head. This has been around for a long time but I love editing photos on VSCO and keeping up that Priscilla Aesthetic. I think it’s the little things in life that are keeping me going since school has been hectic for me!

3. MTV downtown🍇

I have been in Palm Springs for about 5 days now and everyday after my long 6 hour shift of picking up balls for professional tennis players I like to lay down all cozy with my hair wet from my shower and watch MTV downtown. I love everything about this show. The weird animations to the colors makes me feel like a 2000s grunge teen. Ew that sounds so wanna be. Trust me I am not trying to be one of those but this show is too relatable even though the main character is a guy he is still so damn funny and unpopular opinion but his voice is hot. I also like that every character is completely different, from their aesthetic to their voice down to their facial expressions! Must watch. 

4. Old Camera Vibes 🫛

When I went to New Orleans with my friends, Sophia showed me this app called Dazzcam and I fell in love. Not only does it leave your photos looking like cool vintage but you can change the type of camera look you want. It feels so nostalgic and it gives emotion to the picture, showing the true memory behind the photo. It is comforting and sweet. Especially since you can add more blue tones or more orange tones depending on what the vibe is. An example of this could be when I was taking pictures of my flowers in my room I changed the tone to a more pink/orange and for a picture of Indian Wells tennis courts I changed it to a more blue tone. You see what I mean? 

5. Hair Hair Hairstyles 🍐

I have always been fond of trying new hairstyles and doing crazy stuff for my hair but recently I have been enjoying it even more…why you may ask? Because it adds so much to my style and I see way too many pinterest photos of cute hairstyles and I think to myself Oh yeah I can totally twist my hair in all those directions..and when I say a hairstyle changes the WHOLE look…trust me it does. Especially since I have been digging using mini clips and styling my bangs with my short hair, clearly i’m going for the summer look from 500 days of summer. 

6. Working out-Abs-Stretch 🍊

Okay I admit ever since I came to Palm Springs for Indian Wells I haven’t been able to workout but before this I finally started working out everyday. Not only do I feel better but I can totally see the difference in my body slowly but surely. I also like that I feel so flexiable because of all the pilates I have been doing. But oh my I really need to start getting back on that grind because summer is right around the corner and I have my tiny tops ready waiting in the back of my closet. I recommend finding workouts on youtube BUT I would say that the best youtube workouts are the ones that are at least 30 minutes long or more. Because if it’s a 5 minute workout, girl, it ain’t gonna do anything and if it does your results are going to take longer. Keep working hard and trust your dream body will come! 

7. Fidget Toys hehe🍈

If anyone wants to get me that really cool pack of pink fidget toys from amazon, I am all here for it! Okay since when do I like fidget toys? Since I went to Mia’s house and played with her thinking putty that genuinely made me think. I know everyone might find fidget toys weird but honestly they really help. Not in a oh it cures me but in a i get to fidget around with a fidget toy and not my cuticles kind of way. I also really like them because I can use them during any situation, while talking to friends, doing homework, or just laying there watching TV! 

Well well looks like I am back on my writing grind. I have loads of ideas for you guys just you wait! Like always, I love you all so much and I am so thankful for everyone who reads this.

Bye Bye,

XoXo, Maria E.V (i missed saying this)

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